| love. and maybe a little bit of compassion.
i'm dreaming of an empty field, where i can lay down for a while and stare at the moving clouds. maybe i'll eat a few madelines while i'm here. shades of blue and yellow and green all around me. the lord's whispers in my ear ring so much more clear than yesterday. just between me and you, he might say. the picture is beautiful. i want to film it and show you... it's so perfect and nice here. it's so perfect. so nice. so nice. so nice.
i feel so much better now.
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| oh geeze. my heart.
dear jesus, please heal my heart. yes, and amen.
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| I wasn't in the best mood when I woke up this morning, and when I got to work my manager offered me doughnuts. Oh how I love doughnuts. It was the worst decision of my adult life, ever, because I didn't have anything to eat before then. I didn't even get a sugar high from it! And when I went on break... There was half a chocolate doughnut left... and I ate it!!! I fell for the gloss of icing twice. I was in a pure bad mood all day, to be perfectly honest. I could hardly ride my bike home, either, because it was so hot and dry. It must have taken me about three times as long! I was out like a light bulb for about a half hour when I got home.
Now I am sorting through many lettres of love. Sent to me when I lived in a different country than the homeland. I miss the lettres. I miss writing letters. I miss living there. So, I will write some, give me your address.
Oh and on Friday, I hardly had anything real to eat, and what I did have was loaded with dairy. I threw up all night... It was so embarrassing. Brandon was a nice boy about it, though. So embarrassed. This consequence has taught me a very good lesson.
Yes, I have been eating crap lately, but God is so good. it's like double negative, cancelled out by one really, really good positive. thankyougoodbye.
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| i am so thankful for a bicycle to get to and from work. without ross (, the incredible hulk or bicycle... i've still not decided on what to call it), i would melt before i even reached the park.
Puh-raise Jesus.
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I want this dress so bad. It is from builtbywendy.com. I love her designs so much.
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